Don't

If you don't know me, spare me your 2 cents.

I don't give a damn.

It's pretty annoying, when people come to your house under the pretext of friendship,
but all they seem to do, is question or criticize all your choices and actions.
and they do it aaaalll like they know me thaaaat well.

Hey stupid.Noone's perfect.
Thanks for your 'concern' but no thanks.

*first time in my adult life that i actually slammed the door behind me without greeting the 'guest' goodbye and headed straight to bed*

But thank you. A perfectly good night's sleep was ruined.

Note to self : friends of friends aren't necessarily your friends.

It's not the end of the world.

Another day. Another rejection.

What i want and try so hard to get is hardly ever attainable.
But what i try to avoid, is easily (too much so) obtained.
Life can really pull some mean jokes at times.

Looks like i'll be sucked into that blackhole.again.

Swimming/struggling against the current is tough. Enough said.

Tick tock

Sometimes i can't help but question my actions.
A year older. A year wiser (supposedly)
Am i running away from life?
But then, am i not the one who define it?
In my head, there's these ideals.
Though i'm seriously losing motivation to pursue it.

and they say i was always the one most driven in whatever i chose to do.
maybe that's just the problem.
i still can't quite decide/choose?