Thursday, December 25, 2008

What it means to be you and me.

My Horoscope:

An unexpected power struggle will require you to cut to the chase and be humble.

In Detail

A friendly competition with someone you really like is starting to become a not-so friendly power struggle! This is certainly an unexpected development given the good relationship you two have always had, but that doesn't mean you can't overcome it. Declare a truce today and send them an email or text message. Tell them you want to talk things over. The written word will help you be clear in your communication. Remember to stress how much you like and respect them!


Your Horoscope :

One of your friends will become an authority figure in your life soon. Get ready.

In Detail

One of your friends will grow into becoming an authority figure in your life, and you need to establish the ground rules before things get complicated. Make sure that the two of you have a serious and honest conversation about how this whole thing is going to work. You will taking a big risk with your relationship if you just assume everything will be okay. Get the rules established, and get them in writing if you feel you might need to refer to them in the future. Take this shift seriously.

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Okay....so how can two signs talk about being in the same situation at the same time? Pure chance?

When i respect someone, i try not to exclude, instead, try my best not to undermine their judgement/calls...and whenever i can, include them.

But, as someone said earlier to me :" You can listen to others, but not till they walk all over you"

I need to learn how to build an even stronger personality. I need to learn how to cope with stress without it taking its negative toll on me.

I need...oh...i need so many things....yet the outcome can only be experienced, not foretold. We learn from our past actions. We swear we'll never commit the same mistakes again...but in the end, we're all human. We give in to our emotions.

But, no matter what, when the whole thing comes to an end, I would like to be able to tell people that I did my best. that I tried to step on as few people as possible to reach where i am. and I'd like people to know ....I did it all for the cause. I meant no harm whatsoever. It's afterall what it means to be a ....*sigh*..... sagittarius.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Oh My God!

Went to watch "Oh My God" at KLPac in support of Ms Sukania, our Sixth Form Class/ MUET teacher....

It was the 4 of us...yet we realised on that day...that...the world is small indeed, and getting smaller~!

Let the pictures do the talking...


Meet: The monitor and assistant monitor of U6S1'05 !


Behold: My side profile. Scared? XD
After the show....
Aaaahhh....no matter how long...the teacher still remembers the students...
Well, i was 'forced' to bring my camera because a certain someone 'left' it at home..hahhaa....
I'm a law abiding citizen, therefore did not take photos during the play. *haha...mere excuses*
On a side note, it's always refreshing to meet up with old friends....

Monday, December 15, 2008

A whole new me...i hope.

Answer me now...please..
Are you one who believes in future predictions?
Are you one who believes that everything is already mapped out for you and that there is no point fighting it?
What if one day, you realize you don't want things to always end up the same way?
What if one day, you realize by letting others see your good side, you get trampled on anyway?
Are these all worth it?
Is it worth the time and effort to be someone else, so that others don't get hurt?
So many questions. ..And rarely the answers that we really want.

Forgive me friend.
I shan't hide my true-self any longer. It's too hard. Too agonizing.
Let's mirror our actions and see ....would we like the same things to be done to us in return?


-Life is fleeting, too short a time to waste worrying about others anyway don't you think?-

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Ten? Makara!


We call ourselves "The Makara Ten"
Travelling to various cities in Asia with Japan and China being the focus is what we as a group have been working on since before semester 1 ,2008/2009 even ended.
"Ten" as we are the 10 who've been blessed with the chance to see things for ourselves come May 2009. But also with it comes the burden of making up the rest of the expenses.
So ....should we not work together and make this trip a success?
Working in a group makes me realize certain things:
Everyone has their quirks.As group members, we have to learn to adapt and deal with each and every one of these quirks.
However, attempts have to also be made to suit everyone's needs. There is no "I" in "group".

Agreements were signed. We set to understand each other and each others' task.
Still at the initial stages, we do hope that by the end of april, we will be fully prepared for the month long travelling.
Some of the most interesting aspects of architecture awaits us at Kyoto, Tokyo , Beijing so on....yet ....financial matters won't be so easy to tackle.
Well...like they always say..."nothing good ever comes easy" and i agree.

But trust me. I never will appreciate those who expect me to serve everything to them on a silver platter.

Respect is earned, never given. Put these words to heart....and persevere we shall!

Go go! Don't look back...