Wake up call?

On one of the more relaxed days at the firm.My corner workstation. The amount of filing behind me could kill me if the shelf gave way. Somehow working on other people's projects put me more at ease than concentrating on my own...*sigh*

Work consumes you.
In less than 2 months since starting, i've already forgotten that i'm not supposed to treat it as work, but a learning experience instead.
So, thanks 'grandma' for reminding me of my initial intention.
Because i forgot that i was there to learn, I got so beaten down when everything seemed to go against me. Even brought me to question my personality...or lack there of?!?!
Yet another month to go of proving myself worthy. Let's hope i don't lose myself in the process.
But in all the challenges thrown at me, i'm glad that there exists people who don't mind my endless questions.
I'm in awe.
of how they manage to do it so effortlessly.

This is what i chose. This is what i want. and i shall work towards it!