humdrum...

Please lend me your ears. (or eyes)
Exasperation is making me implode.
Half of me is saying "make do with what you have"
The other half? "You don't have to take this kind of s***"
What's this all about?
If you know me, you should already know.
But if you don't, well...yeah. You're the reason i'm spouting 'nonsense'.
Not trying to be cryptic at the very least.
You know what, 30 mins is all i ask....and i shouldn't have to ask for what's rightfully mine to begin with.
Given up so much. Never asked for much. Regret much? *sigh*
Used to be really bothered about who actually reads about my 'thoughts' and random babbles...
I care too much about what people think. Maybe that's why this whole issue cropped up.
Pressure's building up. Holidays are coming. Ah how ironic.